Nvm found it

Bitch is so difficult to stalk or did I lose my charm probably for the best

Lost

Sinking

Fuck you

Scratch THAT lmao (in a sad, angry, broken way)

Well I'm not getting married but another dream is coming true so

I might have gotten my hopes up because the other day my bf asked to compare our hands to "see if they are the same size" so 

Why do I secretly want to get married

sub space

May 22: historical day, holy day

Oh no, I am lying down and feeling emotions

Imagine: you could have been a whole different person and been happy with me for so many years now. Sucks that you're you, lol

Sitting on the bedroom couch listening to baby we'll be fine while crying and writing a fanfic about me crying and my fake boyfriend consoling me while my real boyfriend is in the living room watching the original star trek with his friends over discord

I suppose I never took a second think about why I have been in relationships pretty much constantly for the last 15 years, which is almost 50% of my life and almost all of my adult life, except for perhaps a total of 6 months here and there. The likeliest explanation is perhaps that I'm amazing and not that all those people preferred to be with me over being alone. They all chased after me, after all. I must be amazing, no? Body and soul.

Oh don't mind me, I'm just awake at 4 am before my very long work day, writing a sad ass story to make myself cry

Did it have to be my body wash

As God once said: it's all wrong, it's all right

The grant has been granted 

I really do have a type; it's embarrassing

You cannot convince me that Clubbed to Death wasn't inspired by Moonlight Sonata

God, forgive me I love him. I love him I love him I love him

I suppose there may be a possibility that I am beautiful and brilliant and amazing and worth everything

My very own son

Nature is healing

don't even think about it

Remember me as a time of day

Darling, get me drunk and make me feel

I make myself cringe the best

Do I feel embarrassed that I want to have a threesome with Aidan and Malcolm until they fuck my bruised heart flat? No.

crine

Obsessed with every version of him fr