Putting my head on my pillow for the first time in ten days

And feel so shittily about it

Yes.

Is it possible to heal, believe?

God I love dating, so exciting, so hopeful

All I wanted was to fuck Beach Gale, why is it so hard

Have you ever heard anything more beautiful than "sent Saturday" i highly doubt

Sent Saturday

Getting laid should not be this hard

Friggin bich

There goes another boy who does not worship me

Nothing like yelling "I'm okay" around the house to convince myself that I'm okay

This needs to stop. Put an end to this

Knife -> heart; twist twist twist

Thank you, Morrisey; same

Mm wine guy

Letting Thom Yorke fuck me up again

Letting Damon Albarn wash away my sadness

Cunt

How does one heal

Hurt, you know it goes like this

Maybe my job is Sad and I do it so, so well

Losing it, possibly

Divorce, babe, divorce

Baby it's fucked up

Wallow in my sadness and hurt

An insane amount of mental fortitude

betrayal

at the house in my heart

I thought I was all set

Well.

Whose back do you have, you fucking bitch?

Baby i'm losing it